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Human Error

by Of Two Minds

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1.
Awakening 02:04
2.
Such a useless fantasy The thought of someone truly loving me A pathetic waste of energy My life consumed by love’s futility My heart raped by reality A life of solitary strands of modesty Abandoned by hostility My fear preventing love’s atrocities Can’t understand My heart’s lone desire Can’t comprehend It pulls at my soul Fading away The dream of desire Coming to terms With love’s abandonment The crushing depths of misery Seem to be all that encompass me The faded hopes of sanity Stand in circles, facing, haunting me Attempts to write this poetry I come face to face with honesty But humility is blinding me To my innate inborn hypocrisy I must control!
3.
I’m contemplating the end Zero hour rears its head Abandon the dead To be amidst the living To live is to die And dying is but living well A search for the end The end of the beginning of the end I cradle my mind Whispering my final hour Abandon my mind The heart will bleed away Follow the blood Follow from the red till brown Escaping the end By ending death in life’s remembrance Erasing the time You spent to worship death eternal Limit the time You spend to run from life Embracing the end The end of that which cannot live In death do we choose We choose a life we find worth living Anger the gods The gods of love and virtue Remember the dreams The dreams they used to crush you Silence the pleas The calls for death and anger Announcing the end The end of all which brings the end Watch the burning World stop turning Find your place Amongst the living Crucify that Which devours Desire the blind The eye to see the fracture The splitting of time The future falls asleep Awaken the now The now that leads to memory Live in the awe In death you find no glorified end Assemble the gods Divinity is life’s creation Cherish the mind Wallowing as death’s extinct To die is to live And living is but dying well A search for new life New life in facing death
4.
Alive 03:36
That which should be mine But conceived in his time Finds its way to haunt me again Though yielding no eyes No heart to despise You awaken my demons again Sorrow Alive Anger Alive Born into a life Where silence is law You’ll find a rage within your soul No heart to behold No love to be known Your life will be a burden again Nothing left to lose Nothing left to choose Nothing left to die for I can see the sun set with every word I speak The light fades away as I dreamed it never would Nothing I say is heard, and nothing I hear is said It’s spoken in the language of the heart, and mine is dead Emptiness Alive Death Alive
5.
Why do you try to deny The hate that’s burning inside Disguised as a pitiful smile A deceptive heart with a withering cry You claim to love, that your love is blind You’re suffocating On your web of lies You’re masquerading As a selfless child Intoxicating The seductive lies Manipulating You worthless child Why do I try to believe In a love that I never receive? Why have faith in a heart that deceives? A malevolent heart with a vengeful eye You strike at me with a lover’s smile Why do you try to relieve The hate that’s burning in me Disguised as humility But enraged by the anger in me No one can love me No one can love me
6.
Look at me I’ve fallen from your grace Punish me My dearest god Follow me Into the depths of hell Ravish me For I have sinned I love your hate I breathe your spite I take your rage I bless your curse You plague me I love you You hate me I love you Father Marvelous Your rage arouses me I see my fall Too far away The bitter sin It calls to me The consequence Entices me
7.
I am your past...and I will remain to haunt you...
8.
Anger, lust and vengeful desire Find their way to pry into my heart And though they’re part of me I try to wish them away Senseless joy in every disaster Separates my ego from my mind And though it’s part of me I push it far away Delve into repression And sanctify your soul Lapse into aggression Abandon all control Drowning in a sea of emotion Sinking past the point of no return And yet I find in me A voice that summons my soul Tempting though it may be to follow Silence is my only hope at all And yet I find in me A voice condemning my soul I see the world as an image of myself A core of violence and hatred encased in a shell of hypocrisy Have I no place in such a world that birthed my ways? Am I truly an evil in such a world, or merely a manifestation of the world’s hate?
9.
Take Control 04:31
Anger, lust and vengeful desire Find their way to pry into my heart And though they’re part of me I try to wish them away Senseless joy in every disaster Separates my ego from my mind And though it’s part of me I push it far away Delve into repression And sanctify your soul Lapse into aggression Abandon all control Drowning in a sea of emotion Sinking past the point of no return And yet I find in me A voice that summons my soul Tempting though it may be to follow Silence is my only hope at all And yet I find in me A voice condemning my soul I see the world as an image of myself A core of violence and hatred encased in a shell of hypocrisy Have I no place in such a world that birthed my ways? Am I truly an evil in such a world, or merely a manifestation of the world’s hate?
10.
What brought me here? Was it a life of mistakes? Watch them Fly in circles As they awaken From their sleep Watch them Descend upon me To feed a craving Of my life Was of all of this A life in vein, all a waist? A gift? A joke? A curse? A reward? It’s over now Watch them Fly in circles As they awaken From their sleep Watch them Descent upon me To feed upon me There’s nothing left…
11.
I’m trapped inside of this sobriety Consumed by life’s anxiety I seek aphelion the sun left far behind A shameful prison awaits, already dead inside What lies before me? In this endeavor Eternal darkness? Infernal Absence? And this before me, westward soul I can’t escape from this insanity Blinded by fear, irrationality The setting sun reveals where I must lie Before I slip away, suicide Directions failing me, I thought that I’d be free Not a prisoner within, I can’t escape from this undying dream Conceived before my eyes A lie inside My life reborn And trapped within this fate
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Closure 06:30
What you took from me What I had to give I can no longer claim as my own What I have become What I was but lost You can no longer claim as your own See this soul, know this life Beyond your own there’s love Can you know another soul? Can you love at all? Can you? What you’ve raped of me I cannot reclaim A tolerance for selfishness and lies All I ask of you For what you’ve put me through An understanding look in your eyes Tell me I’m sorry I plead for your love I’m sorry I plead for you heart Erase my sins Forgive all my words I saw only one I saw only me For me I silenced your heart To hear only mine

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released February 11, 2018

Adami - All guitars, bass, keyboards, electronic drums and backing vocals
Joel - Lead vocals
Jana - Lead vocals on Closure



All music and lyrics by Adami
Except Westward soul by Troy Carron, Drew Zerwig and Adami

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Of Two Minds Los Angeles, California

Of Two Minds fuses the influences of Nine Inch Nails, Rammstein, and Static X with more traditional metal influences. Mixing crushing metal riffs with heavily layered synthesizers and electronic drumming, the music is dark and intense with vocals, providing the deeply emotional and energetic vocals. Human Error contains a collection of songs that speak to the human experience. ... more

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